Well it's been shitsville for a while to say the least. I so want to quite my job but don't know how to. The week that I miscarried, the other girl at work announced her pregnancy and I found it so so hard. I'm still finding it hard - too hard actually. I don't think i'm coping with it all which is why I want to leave work. I've been getting on with things but today I just lost it again and the world tumbles down. I've lost the positivity that was there now. I've lost hope presently. I'm sure it will swing back one day but right now it feels unbearable.
